My Own Chapter 13
Mum?
Still unbelieving of the fact that he was saved by Jack's rampaging fire of pursuit, Ralph threw up over the ship deck into the depths of the sea. If only Simon and Piggy could experience the feeling of relief that Ralph was experiencing. My God, thought Ralph, how could such fortune happen upon me? Of all people, the only one that still remained somewhat civilized and straight-headed was the first one to see the beacon of light that promised to carry us back home. Kneeling on the ground, Ralph nearly put his hands together as if he were about to pray. Anxious that somebody would see him, he put his hands at his sides. Instead of praying for his seasickness to end, he started to think of the incident that took place on the island before they were rescued. Thank the Lord for that fire of Jack's, thought Ralph, I was either going to burn to death, or be tortured for the rest of my life. (which wouldn't have lasted that long if I had been caught) I am still shaken up about this entire situation after a month! A month of being on a ship that makes me seasick, a month of not being chases by savages (it's all haughty glances now; though Jack exceeds that quite often), a month of nothing but water. Ralph paused in his rant and half-mindedly said out loud, "I want my mum." As soon the words left his trembling lips, Ralph heard a cruel chuckle from behind him.Mum?
"Ralph, Ralph, Ralph." said Jack in a taunting voice. "When are you going to learn that your "mum" is dead and that your dad forgot about you." in a sinister voice, Jack added, "I mean, how could a mother live without her precious baby! She probably went and offed herself. And a father without a son might as well stick his head in the sand!" Jack cackled with insanity.
"Stop saying that! It is not true! My family is waiting for me at home! All of these things you say are lies!" Ralph, who had stood up in his protest, slowly sank to his knees and began to weep.
"You pitiful little piece of scum, "spat out Jack, "you're not even worth the salt of the sea!" Jack spat at Ralph, and watched as the phlegm slowly made its way down to the split ends of Ralph's matted hair. Jack in his cruelty had become bored with Ralph and kicked him in his side before walking away. Ralph rolled on his side and threw up on the ship deck. Feeling in a way, better than he did before. Now the side of his ribs hurt, but the tight feeling in his stomach had gone away. He gagged as the remains of his breakfast made their way up his throat and onto the guano-covered decks of the ship. Ralph lay there for awhile, watching the the disgusting egg chunks tango between the grooves of the deck boards, and pour down between the cracks.
Jack's cruel words rang in Ralph's head. Before long, Ralph was jumping to conclusions about his family's well-being. His eyes searched for answers or a sign, but of course he found none. He, the savages, and the sailors were all stuck on a stupid ship in the middle of the stupid ocean, hoping that they would find stupid land, so they could go back to their stupid civilized lives. Though I cannot speak for Jack, thought Ralph, That son of a... It's not even even worth cursing at that monster. Only a true beast would mess with somebody's head like that and make them believe that their family was dead because of their plane crashing on an uncharted island. I mean, are you serious? Who pulls that crap? Now I believe that mum is dead, and that dad forgot about ever having me as a son. Ralph sighed, and brushed the guano off of his hands. He was getting tired of these stupid seagulls. Whenever he sits down, he comes up with guano all over him.
Stupid kid, thought Jack, he can't even think straight because he's so "psyched" 'bout seeing his family again. Jack started to think of other ways that he could torture Ralph's mind. Out loud, Jack said "I already got to him about his family...what else can I torture him about?" Thinking, Jack came up with an answer that only he would think of. "PIGGY..." With a crooked smile on his face, Jack slithered away to go find Ralph.
"May Jack rot in hell", Ralph growled, "that crooked son-of-a-nutcracker! How dare he say such things about my family! It's not like I can do anything though.And I know for sure that none of these retarded sailors will either. They don't care what we do as long as we don't touch anything or bother them. All they do is feed us, and give us a bed to sleep on; nothing more. The captain saw Jack and Roger beating up Samneric, but he didn't do a single thing! Between the two of them, Jack and Roger have killed two people! And the second person they killed didn't affect them at all! They actually thought it was funny that they dropped a boulder on a kid's head and made his brain's spill out! And all over some stupid fire, and a stupid pair of half-broken specs!" Ralph laughed manically, comparing the boys that crash-landed on that island to the good for nothing savages that left it. "To think that we went to institutes, wore uniforms, and walked in choirs at a point in our lives is hilarious. Look at us now!" Ralph thrust his hands into the air, and stared at the sky. He found a poodle amongst the thunder clouds, and pointed at it, giggling in a raspy voice.
"LOOK AT ME NOW!" said Ralph. "LOOK AT WHAT A FEW MONTHS ON AN ISLAND DID TO ME!" Ralph hoisted himself up, and stood on the edge of the ship, "MOMMA! AREN'T YOU PROUD OF HOW I TURNED OUT! HUH? ARE YOU?" Ralph stood there on the edge of the ship, heaving. Ralph looked around. As Ralph tried to regain his conduct and get down, Jack walked around the corner of the Captain's cabin and saw an opportunity he long hoped for. The sly fox slid behind Ralph, and PUSH! Ralph plundered to his death in the angry sea.
Jack watched Ralph drown to death, and slowly a sinister smile slid onto his face. Jack had been waiting for this for the longest time. This feeling of being the top dog; this giddy feeling; this enjoyment. Watching Ralph slap at the water and cry for help gave Jack a twisted sense of pleasure. After Ralph disappeared into the deep, Jack looked at his hands and quietly said, "I did it." Then he said it louder and louder until he shrieked out in a vehement voice, "I KILLED RALPH!"
THE END